Who really cares about what with Chinese?

[U L L] On the internet I saw like a giant version of the pets...

...they sell eggs of, like an aquasaur.

I blew out all my candles!

[U L L] Thanks for my birthday, the nice stuff.

[L] camera

http://christinabarrett6.blogspot.com/2010/05/l-camera.html

I hope sometime you will get the new memory card for when this runs out.

watching a movie

I asked when my birthday movie was over what my dad said when my mom asked a question, and he pretended that he didn't remember. My mom knocked to ask me something, then my dad came over. I said go away.

College

I wonder what my plans for college are. I wonder, start with general studies at a community college online or with honors at the other one.

[U L L] Barb asked if she could come again

http://christinabarrett6.blogspot.com/2010/05/u-l-l-barb-asked-if-she-could-come.html

in 2 weeks, but she asked about the museum.

dont want to see anyone

answered phone for my mom to talk about money

my mom knocked a few times

loan?

i have the house later

someone's home

moms leaving

a bird sailed down

down right sorta slant and wiggling to side

well the hole is more rounded

on the coast with the indent on the top left

Weiss

GermanJew = pale complexion

leader of the pack - I thought she was the baby

mom left

sounded like ... bleeding ...

dad

lights on, bathroom, lights out
i saw christmas lights, two on a slant at his window, like darning across

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Best Motion Picture - Drama
Winner: Avatar (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture - Drama
Winner: Jeff Bridges for Crazy Heart (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Robert Downey Jr. for Sherlock Holmes (2009)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Drama
Winner: Sandra Bullock for The Blind Side (2009)
Best Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Winner: The Hangover (2009)
Best Television Series - Musical or Comedy
Winner: "Glee" (2009)
Best Director - Motion Picture
Winner: James Cameron for Avatar (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role in a Motion Picture
Winner: Christoph Waltz for Inglourious Basterds (2009)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Chloë Sevigny for "Big Love" (2006)
Best Television Series - Drama
Winner: "Mad Men" (2007)
Best Foreign Language Film
Winner: Das weisse Band - Eine deutsche Kindergeschichte (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Television Series - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Alec Baldwin for "30 Rock" (2006)
Best Screenplay - Motion Picture
Winner: Up in the Air (2009/I) - Jason Reitman, Sheldon Turner
Best Performance by an Actress in a Mini-Series or a Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Drew Barrymore for Grey Gardens (2009) (TV)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Mini-Series or a Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Kevin Bacon for Taking Chance (2009) (TV)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Meryl Streep for Julie & Julia (2009)
Best Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Grey Gardens (2009) (TV)
Best Original Score - Motion Picture
Winner: Up (2009) - Michael Giacchino
Best Original Song - Motion Picture
Winner: Crazy Heart (2009) - T-Bone Burnett, Ryan Bingham("The Weary Kind")
Best Performance by an Actress in a Television Series - Drama
Winner: Julianna Margulies for "The Good Wife" (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Television Series - Drama
Winner: Michael C. Hall for "Dexter" (2006)
Best Animated Film
Winner: Up (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: John Lithgow for "Dexter" (2006)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Television Series - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Toni Collette for "United States of Tara" (2009)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role in a Motion Picture
Winner: Mo'Nique for Precious: Based on the Novel Push by Sapphire (2009)

not sure why the curtains there

um i dont remember why, it privaces the bedroom area from guests, and the rings flew all over and i left

dream

so now there's holes at my bed head and one by here like Australia

not interesting

"In the evening, I will go to my Yoga class till 9 pm, my first class after 3 weeks off. I will ask my friend when she will start her Yoga class and see if you like to come.

Dad will go home for lunch, I beleive since I will be home too, then he will go to see Jonie at a hotel in Orlando."

"I cooked up the teriyaki chicken and yellow rice and veg. They are good and healthy. You can have some too.

I am freezing some cooked chicken and beef to eat another time.

We have a lot of vegetables in the fridge which you can eat too.

mom"

same

thank u card

from both

my brother got it

3 lite beeps?

kinda thick ... yea just heard a chain disconnect
"homo holes"

y did she say

have a nice night
i dont care

viewed by mom

i didnt catch a neat jet

going up an angle to the left

i sent a 123 greeting

http://www.123greetings.com/general/have_a_great_day/

box of smiles have a great day 2 mi fam

i told my mom @ the door

car

"your not online as a lesbian if youre not allowed to use the internet"

"squeak"

"he's not pretty as he's vietnamese"

when i opened my door

my dad was already standing there

door

my dad had it slightly closed then all closed after i came out

i dont even know that they're home

knocked down hall curtain

heard a spine of squeaks

"if you were not filipino like you were not filipino you were not filipino yet"

this time my mom came much later

more

"well now I can't see those feet - I wanna see what those holes is"

more

"well now what jiet ... jiet"

posting

i posted sigh

squeal

"wut bead"

cling

"and besides isnt this latin viet"

my foot toes were pumping

seeth

just imagined?

?

"well i cannot write down the gold goal well"

more

"i wonder if the other filipino does the other online in a slime"

car

"she isn't going to be filipino until she looks at|fter the race"

thin jet across the sky

like slanted like a dragon fly

squeak? too low

"but is she a filipin o|a"

dog so loud

shoo: not made of this
in a heartbeat

i got a msg from my brother for once a little longer, a sentence - 3

howcome ppl try to look like her in ways

i dont, like flat face short tanned

days getting better

iv bin in my room

i dont feel i have privacy bc of my blackheads

another message or just the dog

"is this ms (piano teacher ve ne men) like this on the internet"
"but you didn't do it to jewelry"

why do i post it? bc it is not bc of me

how would i know if someone wanted to do that?

if someone sends a signal i fight back

do you think my parents are asking to be called gay

just to mess with the person who feels threatened?

any more bumps

i heard

i dont care a bleep squeal

i learned to say every masturabatory suggestion

my parents think of notice and maybe slip every few weeks because of something i did wrong is just a sarcasm, but what's important is that nothing really happened, it just keeps coming up somehow, even if i avoid it, like i almost forgot what it was this time

so why are things still going

what has to click?

um; so what happened to if you did something in the past like hit the wall but you don't do that unless it's to express anger? i didn't want to express anger, but i hit it a little hard but not like a crazy person, then i did it more because that's all that happens now; nothing's the same; people still ask me why i have blackheads today, still trying to get rid of most of it

i didnt know why i wasnt supposed to go

to the grocery; now i dont feel like sleeping or taking a bath when my parents are out because they used to hit the wall sometimes, now nothing is the same for some reason

what's going on?

i think that b4 things were ok but b4 that no

when did i hit my wall?

b4 halloween a bit

"to annoy me"

I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM BUT NOT REALLY

a squeak

"'hey did you see the "sh t?""

that's worse suggestion

why does it keep going

i am here to be in private in my room

is it because im here?

no one likes me and i didn't do anything; quit getting jealous of my accomplishment

was that the keys? "she's pretty filipino" stop approaching me and suggesting things

i heard 2 bumps

"now here is filipino
and now here is r foot"

first round
next like a peg

outside? or laundry

i don't like that i have blackheads; yea someone just came in; there were two pecks at the alarm for the first time just to annoy me

hm

so i just watched a video

i have nothing to do

why are people so gay and think i want something bad

i just wanted to say what happened and didn't think of what it was until i decided to post about it a bit later

i don't want to be like others

i need to use the restroom kinda, but i can't believe i have my parents in the house now too

i just don't have my old life back since my sabbatical

:/

is something wrong? i didn't think so

o don't keep me going wondering why i said that for no reason just to keep talking

i wonder if i'll be on my computer all day doing nothing

it's sunday

i do regret stuff

but i can change what i do today and what my world really was

no one cares @ me

see? i am not a fake person; people have hurt me and then people say i did something bad and i didn't; they just get uncomfortable i have blackheads and wonder why someone would do something like hit a wall or say nigger but not stupid

time to change my background

i need to get better and call the police; it might be too late

nothing has been right since i hit my wall but not that bad

i want it to stop this time

o seat

i am tired of being with certain people too much

you know what would be a weird answer?

it's winter

but i'm quite hot and stuff; so? it matters to me

what was it, feet?

i don't care, this shouldn't be

also dont approach me to argue about my parents

why do people use the words gay and nigger

i rubbed this plastic bag i have on the way

one was by my door and the other was on my bathroom door

i shoved the silk against the white milk

i just heard a whish metallic

i heard a little clash like ...

... "make sure I don't hear any feet" and realized I didn't see the crack in my door; we have a back porch

nice waving around

A bunch of leaves just fell

done

2 black birds darted @ sorta down then prob up

bronze leaf glowing trickling round across roof

viewed by mom

sent to brother

I saw a glowing white gold thing fall down the middle

I sent an ecard

I unclicked subscribe while it sent

The dog is out

i saw a blackbird cut the top right corner

i thought i heard a bump

not sure

i liked what i had today

ya soon i can eat

i smell food

asian etc?

I heard like a spoon ding

and then a loud bang but soft of laundry but remember a big noise and two little noises didn't mention this morning

to my brother too

washer is on

i sent a good morning 123 greeting

some bumps

a few flips kinda spaced more at first

heard them wake up

still asleep

Who cares? Suddenly no one is with their parents.

not sure when I woke up

My cycle was a problem. I was wanting my dad to take me to the grocery store. I didn't get to clean or watch TV or anything.

My parents are asleep it seems.

I played piano quietly

I don't feel well and sang quietly and stopped and don't feel like watching my stuff

Why do I have blackheads?

heard this neat song

steve kindler + teja bell - dolphin smiles - intro is best

I saw some black birds go the other way

I just saw a squirrel run across the ledge

right after i posted that

washer just started

heard 2 thumps outside

didnt see her

i said i needed the pads

i heard it break and stop

i only remember one alarm 2nd this morning

interesting timing of washer

light?

a bird black windmilled down

i think i saw a white bird edge the roof line

my moms here

i haven't slept yet but didn't want to, was gonna eat

my dad left out nachos and like sauce dip

i didnt hear him leave

im gonna record another song

i wonder if i should eat

my dad wants my mouse and broken keybaord

and said will get virus help if I need

did someone just get home

my mom asked for my small computer and laptop to be repaired

'bc they want to do it' at the library

pores + periods

it got heavy today and I had to use the sticks so I have a strip at the top of my nose

sorry

car

'christina barrett isn t hypnotizin when she go ... l s to bed'

i emailed them about it yesterday

it doesn't matter

i ate a meat pie and hamburger

they changed

my dad

why did it sound like 'please do not eat tuna fish today to eat tuna fish today'

i was thinking of something looking over where the posters were down funny

or left

the person is back

no one ever left at this time before

maybe a couple times a long time ago; my mom leaves early, and my brother is not here

i didnt feel good

and picked up the kitchen cloth, one of them, and didn't see how it was in a way, but who cares

i wanna be out, but i have so many blackheads; i don't like my parents always thinking about me not hitting the wall that bad and then getting very mad; besides compare my pictures; if i leave they won't know what i do, which is nothing

what about my online problems, do i have any, maybe maybe not

i'm serious; nothing just happened; they went back to their old ways and i can't keep myself from running into shit

i was just asking for a new mouse or my mouse back

didnt send it yet

plus my mom never leaves now just to walk the dog

i don't have to ask

'you were[n] hypnotized'

before 'girl ...' omg ever since i hit my wall my parents are weird

they just threw out posters; i want to be in peace like before

it's just that i know it was weird; i didn't do anything; i'm stuck in my room with nothing; this is gay

why were there lots of beeps this morning

just now

alarm

1 2 .. 3 .. .. 4

oh

well my night has been ok

in their room

but now the light is on

read my moms email got up so what

why did i hear two swishes then a louder one far

why is the light out

my dad said tomorrow is friday just got back from numbing his face

popcorn|food?

dad's door's closed

thump

'she isnt a leasbian too' one thump

the chair was by

the dvds, i took the table from under the table, the shelf, to see if it would move, and it was bowing against it to the dvd recorder

another

laundry 'but aren't you homo (human) left out too' humus

and where are my pads

i heard a noise behind me

'the filipino is not included and she is not in pirates of the caribbean' disjointed like a jingle

cute

I saw the big container box, like sorta square but rectangle with the honey cheerios sticking way up with the clip up this morning

then there was a plastic thing with a big roundish oval sticker in the middle and I left a little puddle of water by a crumb after working out and there was a bigger one maybe I wouldn't see

more

'now what is this homo sting'

unpleasant

a tweak clip

i thought i heard something

'but you can't go into mongogold'

measurement

weight 146
bust 33
under bust 31
waist 31
hips 37

another sound

is your mom from indonesia well what ho les'

plane

'yes she is hypnotized with the english mom'

another?

'who wants to leave it there'

she already came in and there were a few and it's quit

i heard like 6 slams as bumps

my mom got home and the last wasn't pleasant

Biore strip

Even though I was hot and sweaty a big one came out and I picked the other and there was an even pattern. The one this morning at the edge was on the same side.

right

left

I heard a bump and got an IM

last time I was fixing my blog counters for 1 column rather than 8

with cheese

and always with spice

I only had one hamburger

just finished

finished everything

hes back

like backing in with a few little moves way out

not here

I left the meat out

didnt hear him

car was backing in

just used restroom

My dad just got home

sounds better again

'ok lets go into stool'

car

it sounded like doesn't sound like ... thinking of Celine Dion ... "up, at 1:30..."

before it said exactly niggg r ave

I saw a tower figure of dishes with a cloth on top

Never saw that

The dog went out

But the light isn't very bright.

My dad woke up @ 5

The light was dim and then when I took a shower|bath it was bright. I turned on the light to see if my camera would stake, but it doesn't pause.

My dad woke up @ 5

The light was dim and then bright when I took a shower|bath. I turned the light on to see that I can stake my camera on a stand, but I can't pause it.