dad

lights on, bathroom, lights out
i saw christmas lights, two on a slant at his window, like darning across

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Golden Globes, USA: 2010
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Best Motion Picture - Drama
Winner: Avatar (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture - Drama
Winner: Jeff Bridges for Crazy Heart (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Robert Downey Jr. for Sherlock Holmes (2009)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Drama
Winner: Sandra Bullock for The Blind Side (2009)
Best Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Winner: The Hangover (2009)
Best Television Series - Musical or Comedy
Winner: "Glee" (2009)
Best Director - Motion Picture
Winner: James Cameron for Avatar (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role in a Motion Picture
Winner: Christoph Waltz for Inglourious Basterds (2009)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Chloë Sevigny for "Big Love" (2006)
Best Television Series - Drama
Winner: "Mad Men" (2007)
Best Foreign Language Film
Winner: Das weisse Band - Eine deutsche Kindergeschichte (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Television Series - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Alec Baldwin for "30 Rock" (2006)
Best Screenplay - Motion Picture
Winner: Up in the Air (2009/I) - Jason Reitman, Sheldon Turner
Best Performance by an Actress in a Mini-Series or a Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Drew Barrymore for Grey Gardens (2009) (TV)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Mini-Series or a Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Kevin Bacon for Taking Chance (2009) (TV)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Meryl Streep for Julie & Julia (2009)
Best Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: Grey Gardens (2009) (TV)
Best Original Score - Motion Picture
Winner: Up (2009) - Michael Giacchino
Best Original Song - Motion Picture
Winner: Crazy Heart (2009) - T-Bone Burnett, Ryan Bingham("The Weary Kind")
Best Performance by an Actress in a Television Series - Drama
Winner: Julianna Margulies for "The Good Wife" (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Television Series - Drama
Winner: Michael C. Hall for "Dexter" (2006)
Best Animated Film
Winner: Up (2009)
Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television
Winner: John Lithgow for "Dexter" (2006)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Television Series - Musical or Comedy
Winner: Toni Collette for "United States of Tara" (2009)
Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role in a Motion Picture
Winner: Mo'Nique for Precious: Based on the Novel Push by Sapphire (2009)

not sure why the curtains there

um i dont remember why, it privaces the bedroom area from guests, and the rings flew all over and i left

dream

so now there's holes at my bed head and one by here like Australia

not interesting

"In the evening, I will go to my Yoga class till 9 pm, my first class after 3 weeks off. I will ask my friend when she will start her Yoga class and see if you like to come.

Dad will go home for lunch, I beleive since I will be home too, then he will go to see Jonie at a hotel in Orlando."

"I cooked up the teriyaki chicken and yellow rice and veg. They are good and healthy. You can have some too.

I am freezing some cooked chicken and beef to eat another time.

We have a lot of vegetables in the fridge which you can eat too.

mom"

same

thank u card

from both

my brother got it

3 lite beeps?

kinda thick ... yea just heard a chain disconnect
"homo holes"

y did she say

have a nice night
i dont care

viewed by mom

i didnt catch a neat jet

going up an angle to the left

i sent a 123 greeting

http://www.123greetings.com/general/have_a_great_day/

box of smiles have a great day 2 mi fam

i told my mom @ the door

car

"your not online as a lesbian if youre not allowed to use the internet"

"squeak"

"he's not pretty as he's vietnamese"

when i opened my door

my dad was already standing there

door

my dad had it slightly closed then all closed after i came out

i dont even know that they're home

knocked down hall curtain

heard a spine of squeaks

"if you were not filipino like you were not filipino you were not filipino yet"

this time my mom came much later

more

"well now I can't see those feet - I wanna see what those holes is"

more

"well now what jiet ... jiet"

posting

i posted sigh

squeal

"wut bead"

cling

"and besides isnt this latin viet"

my foot toes were pumping

seeth

just imagined?

?

"well i cannot write down the gold goal well"

more

"i wonder if the other filipino does the other online in a slime"

car

"she isn't going to be filipino until she looks at|fter the race"

thin jet across the sky

like slanted like a dragon fly

squeak? too low

"but is she a filipin o|a"

dog so loud

shoo: not made of this
in a heartbeat

i got a msg from my brother for once a little longer, a sentence - 3

howcome ppl try to look like her in ways

i dont, like flat face short tanned

days getting better

iv bin in my room

i dont feel i have privacy bc of my blackheads

another message or just the dog

"is this ms (piano teacher ve ne men) like this on the internet"
"but you didn't do it to jewelry"

why do i post it? bc it is not bc of me

how would i know if someone wanted to do that?

if someone sends a signal i fight back

do you think my parents are asking to be called gay

just to mess with the person who feels threatened?

any more bumps

i heard

i dont care a bleep squeal

i learned to say every masturabatory suggestion

my parents think of notice and maybe slip every few weeks because of something i did wrong is just a sarcasm, but what's important is that nothing really happened, it just keeps coming up somehow, even if i avoid it, like i almost forgot what it was this time

so why are things still going

what has to click?

um; so what happened to if you did something in the past like hit the wall but you don't do that unless it's to express anger? i didn't want to express anger, but i hit it a little hard but not like a crazy person, then i did it more because that's all that happens now; nothing's the same; people still ask me why i have blackheads today, still trying to get rid of most of it

i didnt know why i wasnt supposed to go

to the grocery; now i dont feel like sleeping or taking a bath when my parents are out because they used to hit the wall sometimes, now nothing is the same for some reason

what's going on?

i think that b4 things were ok but b4 that no

when did i hit my wall?

b4 halloween a bit

"to annoy me"

I HAVE TO GO TO THE BATHROOM BUT NOT REALLY

a squeak

"'hey did you see the "sh t?""

that's worse suggestion

why does it keep going

i am here to be in private in my room

is it because im here?

no one likes me and i didn't do anything; quit getting jealous of my accomplishment

was that the keys? "she's pretty filipino" stop approaching me and suggesting things

i heard 2 bumps

"now here is filipino
and now here is r foot"

first round
next like a peg

outside? or laundry

i don't like that i have blackheads; yea someone just came in; there were two pecks at the alarm for the first time just to annoy me

hm

so i just watched a video

i have nothing to do

why are people so gay and think i want something bad

i just wanted to say what happened and didn't think of what it was until i decided to post about it a bit later

i don't want to be like others

i need to use the restroom kinda, but i can't believe i have my parents in the house now too

i just don't have my old life back since my sabbatical

:/

is something wrong? i didn't think so

o don't keep me going wondering why i said that for no reason just to keep talking

i wonder if i'll be on my computer all day doing nothing

it's sunday

i do regret stuff

but i can change what i do today and what my world really was

no one cares @ me

see? i am not a fake person; people have hurt me and then people say i did something bad and i didn't; they just get uncomfortable i have blackheads and wonder why someone would do something like hit a wall or say nigger but not stupid

time to change my background

i need to get better and call the police; it might be too late

nothing has been right since i hit my wall but not that bad

i want it to stop this time

o seat

i am tired of being with certain people too much

you know what would be a weird answer?

it's winter

but i'm quite hot and stuff; so? it matters to me

what was it, feet?

i don't care, this shouldn't be

also dont approach me to argue about my parents

why do people use the words gay and nigger

i rubbed this plastic bag i have on the way

one was by my door and the other was on my bathroom door

i shoved the silk against the white milk

i just heard a whish metallic

i heard a little clash like ...

... "make sure I don't hear any feet" and realized I didn't see the crack in my door; we have a back porch

nice waving around

A bunch of leaves just fell

done

2 black birds darted @ sorta down then prob up

bronze leaf glowing trickling round across roof

viewed by mom

sent to brother

I saw a glowing white gold thing fall down the middle

I sent an ecard

I unclicked subscribe while it sent

The dog is out

i saw a blackbird cut the top right corner